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this blog is basically my way of expressing myself. even though most of this stuff is pure nonsense. haha. i write whatever i feel like writing, so i honestly do not give a FLYING FUCK if you don't like what i write. if you don't like what i have to say, then don't fucking read it. simple as that :) anywhooooo. enough of the bitching! LOL!
HOLLLLLLLLLLA AT YO' GIRRRRL! ♥

The name is Nicole Allen S. Robale, but i also go by Kneekah,Kneeks,Nix. I'm 17 years old, but for sure still a kid at heart. I am currently in a relationship with the coolest guy ever. I have a major passion for Photography,Fashion and Basketball. MUSIC IS MY THERAPY, word. I am currently a first year student,in college, at Ateneo de Davao University, and i am taking up marketing. My family&friends mean the world to me, so if you mess with them, you're basically gunna get your ass kicked by YOURS TRULY haha. I am probably the most randomest person you'll ever meet and i have a tendency to ramble on about stupidness. haha. I like OTH, gossip girl, the hills, heroes, the OC, tattoos, piecings, cotton candy, fruit roll up, oreos, tootsie roll lolipops, gummy bears/worms, my braces, my glasses, pizza, facebook, msn, OMGPOP etc.etc. Anyways...this is lame, i don't like telling people about myself, so i'll end this bullshit right hurrrrr! hahaha. LAAATERRRRRR STALKERS! ;)

xoxo, shhhhhhhnix<3.
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"distance doesn't kill even the greatest love and i'll try to keep someone i truly love rather than losing them with no perfect reasons."
do you remember that?

i miss our long phone conversations.
i miss our stupid jokes that only me and you understand.
i miss doing videocalling with you.
i miss taking pictures with you.
i miss being with you.
i miss your wonderful smile.
i miss skipping class for you.
i miss sharing my food with you.
i miss it when you would make me laugh until my tummy started hurting.
i miss making fun of john with you.
i miss those times when people would ask us if we were together and we would look at each other and just smile. lol
i miss it when you would call me all those crazy nicknames. (nicky, roballin, robaldick, shamu, your asian samurai, your sunshine etc.etc)
i miss screaming at you whenever you would say, "you're a girl, and i'm a guy so that makes me right. DUH" lmfao.
i miss those times when you would stay up super late just so you could talk to me.
i miss my perfume that you took from me before i left.
i miss getting jealous whenever i see in pictures smoking outta an apple. lol
i miss all those times you would make fun of me.
i miss it when you would sing with me.
i miss it when you would tell me how much you miss me.
i miss it when you would say, "I LOVE YOU".
I JUST FUCKING MISS YOU. POINT BLANK, PERIOD!

i remember the first time you ever said i love you to me. i was talking to travis and he said, "wow nicole, ryan put your name on his msn name. you're the first girl he had in his msn name. you should feel special." so we were on the phone one night, and i asked, "duude, why is my name up in your msn?travis told me you never put girls names on your msn." and this is what you told me...it took you awhile to tell me...but you did..."i dont know what it is, i thought it was cause you were my first asian, cause i love off asians, but whatever. i went out with girls before and i never felt the way i feel about you when i was with them. tanisha was my longest girlfriend and i already like you more than i liked tanisha. i guess i have to say, i already love you." once you told me that my heart was beating so fast. i was quiet for a bit, and after awhile i said, "i love you too". because truth is, i love you more than anything. i still do, and i always will. you were the first guy ever to treat me so fucking good. you were the best i ever had. i just hope you still know that. i don't know what happened between us exactly, but it just sucks how it ended you know. i still care for you and everything. as long as you're happy, than i'm happy. i just want to thank-you for everything. and i'm so grateful that i've had such an amazing guy in my life. i just sorta, kinda, REALLY miss you.

Love always & forever,
Nicole Allen S. Robale

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